Depression.

I don't know what I should tell people when I suddenly get into a bad mood..

I'm gettin' depressed a lot lately..

Is it my stomach problems ? or what ..

I'm sorry I can't really explain it.

There are many things I dislike ..

Lets just hope it's not you .

C.Joe 2

"how do i heal something so badly beaten? im starting to think that nothing i say or do will matter. regardless, i'll keep trying. i want to soothe the pain and eventually, if i want something bad enough, ill get it. fiancee... <3"
 
I love how she tries so hard.. I'm just sort of afraid that once I do feel like "healing," she'll already be gone..

Actual Day ?

Dad left the family, not for good.. but for 4 weeks, 28 days, 672 hours, 40320 minutes, & 2419200 seconds, yet who's counting? not me.. he went to Viet Nam.

I was supposed to pull an all-nighter, but the little sister fell asleep. Woke up in the afternoon & stayed home while the parent went shopping w. the sister. It was window shopping, because it's technically taboo if we buy stuff on CNY, & that's why I didn't go.

Later went to.. Grandparents place, while they were in Viet Nam too. [ Why is everyone there? ]

Gambled & played bingo. Won two rounds w. the same bingo sheet (: & quit before I jinxed myself.

Blah, I'm just whatever right now, I don't feel happy. :p

Walking into CNY & V-Day

[ February 13, 2010 ]


So today was a really weird day... I was supposed to celebrate CNY w. the god-fam but I recently got mad at my godbrother & his friend, whom is my current "love" - interest. So much shit goes on in life [ they were talkin' smack about me. ].. I didn't end up going 'til after he left, because I attended a small get-together beforehand. The Birthday Girl, my darling friend Vanna Tran, convinced me that if I didn't go, more drama would ensure, so of course I went. I didn't see him, I didn't want to, but I was really disappointed. Everything was alright.. came @ 11 & left @ 2. (:

-at home.-

Because I put my shoes in my room right when I got home, I found a little surprise on my bed. Daddy got me a bear. It was really cute, but the upside-down thing about it was.. the fact that its Chocolate Scented. I was like "really?!" I mean, I am going to have fuhkin' chocolate NIGHTMARES since I can't EAT it.

Christina Jospeh

"fiancee, i gotchu! if u need a rock, i can sit still for a very long time.
if u need a tissue... i can get u one.
if u need a friend, her name is christina joseph :]
    <3<3"

cute right? I fucking LOVE my Fiancee <3

July 7, 2007

Dear Nicole Nguyen,

Also known as whatever else she wants to be called,
Happy 31 Months FeyFey (: <3

Wouldn't know what I'd do without you..
Congratulations on Harvard. (:

Love,
Victoria Nguyen

First Post ?

So I realized, I made a blogspot & never typed a first post. I hate first posts so I'll just write something random.
To my online diary & frustrated moments, Cheers!

P.S. I just realized, I wouldn't know where I would be without my darling BestFriend & Fiancee. LOVEyou(;